You wish you were successful as an organist, right?
You hope some day they would call you about new recital opportunities.
You want to have a better organist position.
You want that other organists would be playing your organ music.
But something is holding you back, isn't it?
I mean, you're not there yet.
You feel stuck.
Perhaps you're playing recitals, but only a few a year.
Perhaps you have a church organist job but it's not what you really want.
Perhaps your music is sounding in recitals but only you are the one who is playing it.
What's standing between you and your dream?
As Jordan Belfort says, the only thing standing between you and your goal is the story you keep telling yourself as to why you can't achieve it.
I'm not good enough. I don't work hard enough. I don't have good organist education. I have no experience in playing recitals. I live in a small town where they can't afford to pay me enough for my services. My music sucks.
These are all excuses you keep telling yourself. These are excuses to let you off the hook.
It's somebody else's fault it doesn't work. There's nothing I can do.
Actually, there is:
Create, share, repeat.