One morning Ausra got sick and I drove her to the hospital. I’m mentioning this not because I want to talk about her illness, how she felt at that time, what was her healing process, what she feels now etc. I simply want you to know that my plan to practice and create that day went out of the window.
You know this situation. It has happened to everybody before.
What do I do when my day goes not how I planned and I don’t have time to create at all?
Well, it’s only natural to get upset and blame others or the world for what is happening to me. And I do. Sometimes. But now not as often as earlier.
First, I understand that it has nothing to do with me or my plan. S**t happens. That’s a fact of life.
Second, I have to keep going with my day without feeling like I’m a victim of the situation.
Third, the day isn’t over yet. I may still get some time to create.
Sure enough, after Ausra was released from the hospital, we went home, I bought some medicine to her and later found some 15 minutes to make a drawing about Pinky at the hospital.
You see, maybe if you are feeling like right now the world is spinning too fast and nothing goes how you wanted. But if bombs are not exploding outside of your window, keep going.
You will find a moment to create.