What do you really really want?

I want to sleep 9 hours at night.
I want to eat healthier.
I want to stop eating after 6 pm.
I want to lose 8 kilos (ca. 18 pounds).
I want to do some form of exercise every day.
I want to floss my teeth every day.
I want to spend time with people I love and who love me.
I want to ignore toxic people.
I want to read more.
I want to write down 10 ideas every day.
I want to write a blog post every day.
I want to do some writing for my book every day.
I want to record a video training every day.
I want to play organ every day.
I want to draw when life gets tough.
I want to compose organ music.
I want to teach people who want to be taught.
I want to be grateful.

What do you really really want?